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February 9, 2018

What’s the level of risk involved with tackling a fear? What’s the fear? What is there to fear? How do you grow up, grow past, grow into the next chapter if you don’t risk challenging the fear?

Transition is coming. I can see it driving down the mountain. It’s forcing something to happen because it’s time. What I’ve noticed is that its not just me. At least 4 other people I know are either facing their fears and taking the risk, or are preparing to, or deciding if it’s worth it. Kinda scary. Also kind of incredible. Where does one go next when you’ve maximized where you are? I guess we choose to either hit the ceiling or crash though it. I’m one for crashing though ceilings, but I’ve noticed that I tend more to cheer on others as opposed to making myself do this.

Why can’t I do for myself what I do for them? What’s holding me back? Why do I hold me back? What’s my fear? What demon to I need to face to move forward? I know it’s time for that next door to open and for me to walk though. It’s still closed though because I still have some work to do. I’m the ultimate procrastinator. I get the things done that I have to do to really function and get though the week, but I shelve stuff that I don’t have to deal with in the immediate moment. This means when it’s crunch time I’m rushed and emotional. I have some messiness that has to be attended to in the next week. Then I can start forward. Then I can get breathing room to tackle bigger things. The things that are really keeping me from the forward motion I need to create something bigger for myself.

Overcoming the fear. Part of that fear is me being terrified of succeeding. That sounds so ridiculous. It’s almost like a copout, but it is so real for me. Business is the best it’s ever been, I’m in a great headspace within my friendships. My marriage and family relationships need tending to. There’s a bigger picture developing. That truck is speeding down. Transition is coming. How ready am I? If I’m not, what opportunities do I miss or delay? Too many questions. Time for some blind faith. Time to get shit done.

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